Leila dashes out of
her apartment, teetering in her pink, patent 5 inch Louboutins and slams her
front door closed without locking it. She wiggles over to the lift and grins as
she looks down at her fabulous new shoes with delight, like a fat kid who's just
been handed a massive ice-cream. It has been two glorious weeks since the
incident she refuses to speak of, and it has possibly been the best two weeks of
her life.
In the last
fourteen days, Leila has been to dinner with Moe six times and each time, the
bill has come to more than a thousand dirhams. The very first time, it was close
to three thousand, the same amount that Leila budgets for her monthly glam
expenditure – for manicures, blow dries, occasional shopping and dining out.
They have been clubbing twice, during which they lounged at a VIP table, sipping
on Dom and making small talk without actually dancing. Just like Leila imagines
celebrities to do. They have been to the cinema once (Gold Class of course,
where they spent more time canoodling on the reclining leather seats than
watching the movie), they have gone for shisha and coffee a couple of times
(Leila enjoys making subtle innuendos with the shisha pipe and her lips) and
shopping twice. During these shopping trips, whatever Leila 'oohed' over (just
clothes and accessories thus far, it's too soon to peer through Damas' sparkly
windows) miraculously appeared at her apartment the next day by an express
courier. She was in
heaven.
"Habibti, weinich
enti?" Moe growls down the phone as she exits the building and fumbles around in
her new white Chanel quilted bag for her keys – the same one that Lady Luxe has
in three colours and that ordinary people have to wait in line for. His voice is
smooth and deep, and she feels a little shiver tickle her spine, though she is
unsure if it is his voice or the calfskin bag that is having that effect. She
can't believe her good fortune. Not only is Moe attentive, sweet and generous,
he is also chivalrous. He opens doors for her, refuses to let her spend a single
fil when they are together and always makes sure that she reaches home safely.
Of course, Leila is not completely delusional, and knows that a major part of
his fascination with her stems from his desire to peel away her expensive
clothes and go where she has implied that no man has been before. She knows that
once he has had her, his fascination with his Lebanese 'virgin' will disappear
like a sweet dream in the morning and she will be left feeling cold, empty and
alone. As usual.
Thus, she is
determined to make the most of her time with him while she can. She knows that
their days are numbered, despite her silly denial to Lady Luxe, and she is angry
that her bitchy 'friend' forced her into declaring that her relationship with
the handsome Emirati was more than a temporary, mutually beneficial affair –
glamorous evenings out and pretty gifts for her, an exciting build up to a
deflowering ritual for him. She knows perfectly well that there is nothing more
to it. That they have no future together. She knows that for him, she is just
another conquest to be caught, another notch on the bedpost. But she wishes she
wasn't.
"I've just left my
apartment," Leila replies checking her reflection in the building's glass door
approvingly. She is wearing a white chiffon dress with bronze embroidery from
the boho boutique, Antik Batik, that she had borrowed a long time ago from Lady
Luxe and accidentally-on-purpose forgot to return. At first glance, she appears
to be modestly dressed; the kaftan has long sleeves, it is loose and it falls
just above her knees. But on closer inspection (and no doubt Moe will be
analyzing her every move), it transpires that her dress is the tiniest bit
transparent, that the neckline occasionally slips, displaying a smooth, tanned
shoulder and a pale pink bra strap . She has pinned her hair up, but has left
loose tendrils framing her face, begging to be tucked behind her ears and her
makeup is subtle, giving the illusion that she isn't wearing any at all. In
actual fact, she is wearing most of MAC on her face: primer, concealer, tinted
moisturizer, a brief brushing of studio fix, bronzer, a tiny dab of gold pigment
on her eyelids, brown mascara, a little bit of brown eyeliner to define her
eyes, eyebrow pencil to bring out her otherwise non-existent eyebrows and her
favourite lip plumping gloss – Sexy MotherPucker. The result of her entire look
seems completely natural and effortless, not the outcome of six outfit changes,
an hour's worth of careful makeup application and another hour of hair styling.
Perfect for an afternoon wandering around JBR, browsing through the designer
boutiques and sipping coffee at an Italian café by the
beach.
"Yalla, hurry. I
miss you." Moe says, and Leila hangs up, putting on her new Prada sunglasses.
She makes sure that she is always the first to hang up, that she never calls him
first, only returns calls if she absolutely has to and she often lets him call
twice before she actually answers. She also ensures that she never agrees to
meet him until she has checked her schedule, after which she feigns
unavailability and offers an alternative after some
probing.
The games she is
forced to play to maintain his interest in her are physically and mentally
exhausting. As she drives out of Discovery Gardens and joins Sheikh Zayed Road,
she feels an unexpected urge to just let down her hair and be herself. She wants
to wear denim cut-offs and an old t-shirt. She wants to run a comb through her
hair before pulling it into a haphazard ponytail. She wants to call her
boyfriend whenever she gets the urge to hear his voice, to answer with a huge
smile when he calls her, wants to send him cute messages telling him she's
missing him. She wants to curl up in bed with him and fall asleep in his arms,
to drop the façade, to stop constantly watching her words, her actions, her
expressions and just be herself. Leila Saade. Not Leila the Lebanese
Temptress.
But she can't.
Because the last time she did, the time she actually thought what was happening
went beyond the surface, she found out the hard way that it was not. That the
Leila with no makeup, no barriers, no inhibitions, simply wasn't what he wanted.
It was too real for him. And now, she is afraid that it is what no one
wants.
Fahd was the first
Emirati she had dated and everything Leila envisioned for herself when she moved
to Dubai. He was the epitome of perfection; kind, generous, good natured and
funny. He gave her time and affection, and in return, after a very short dating
streak, she gave him all of
her.
One night, after
she caught him flirting with another girl when she surprised him at work,
jealousy bloomed within her like a thorny rose and she threw the biggest tantrum
of her life. She screamed until her throat became hoarse, until makeup ran down
her face like a dirty, muddy stream, mixing with the water seeping out of her
nose. She cried until she began to hiccup, accusing him of cheating on her,
playing with her emotions, pretending to love her. She pushed him out of her
apartment and told him never to call her again. Like most fights between lovers,
she never meant a word of it. She expected him to come straight back. After all,
only the day before, she had made him all his favourite Lebanese dishes –
tabbouleh, sambousek, kibbeh, bamia, which they ate before making love on the
dining room table whilst clearing up. For the first time.
"I love you," he
had said the next morning, after they fell asleep on the living room rug,
completely naked, limbs entangled, their skin a contrast of white and gold. He
traced his finger tips over her bare stomach, as light as a cloud resting on a
mountain, and watched the goose bumps form on her smooth
skin. "I love you, Leila. Every
part of you. Even that fart you did last
night."
"Shutup, hmar," she
replied, turning pink with embarrassment, her heart bursting with
love.
"I said I loved
it!" he laughed, trying to pin her down on the floor and she pretended to
struggle as she stared into his baby face, his huge, dark eyes, his beautiful
smile. Her entire being full of love, happiness and hope, she suddenly softened,
wrapping her legs around him and pulling him closer to her, letting go of all
her barriers once
again.
That very same
evening, they had their first major fight but after she had forced him to leave
and when she had finally calmed down, she waited for him to call. To apologise.
To send flowers. To beg her to take him
back.
But he
didn’t.
An hour turned into
a day, a day turned into a week, and eventually, Leila swallowed her diminishing
pride and called him. With complete indifference, Fahd told her that he was
engaged, to his 17 year-old virginal cousin. She dropped the phone as if it had
scalded her and stumbled into the bathroom, where she retched into the sink.
Nothing but acid came up and she clutched on to the sides for support. Her
purple toothbrush sat in the holder next to his green one. Shaving foam sat
beside her deodorant. She eventually let go of the basin and fell to the floor,
silent tears pouring down her face as all her dreams, all her plans for the
future, disappeared into the night sky. Along with her naivety. The 23 year-old
Leila had finally grown
up.
Leila pulls into
JBR (or Jumeirah Beach Residence to newbies) and parks awkwardly in the large
car park by the ocean between two imposing 4x4s, feeling unnerved by her
memories of Fahd. She shakes him out of her mind, and focuses on her
surroundings
instead.
JBR is buzzing as
always. The car park is packed full of Hummers and Corvettes, the occasional
Lamborghini and Ferrari providing tourists with glamorous holiday photos. The
walkway is full of people; mothers pushing strollers, lovers holding hands,
teenage girls in tiny summer dresses, showing off their lean, golden limbs.
Students are sat at tables with their laptops, families are browsing through the
market stalls. It is just as the developers envisioned it to be – a vibrant,
family-friendly promenade, parallel to the ocean, where people can relax, dine
and shop whilst absorbing the fresh sea air and basking in the sun. Leila can't
believe that just three years ago, the entire Marina area was a ghost town,
nothing but a construction site within sparse expanses of empty desert, and now,
it is one of the most happening locations in Dubai. The forty odd sand coloured
premier apartment blocks in JBR blend into the scenery like mountains, and if
Leila could, she would rent a one bedroom apartment in one of them. The rental
price however, is at least twice as much as what she is paying in Discovery
Gardens, and regardless of how much she would enjoy having an ocean view from
her bedroom window, she enjoys saving money even
more.
She spots Moe
sitting at an outdoor table at Paul's, and to her dismay, sees that he is with a
friend. So much for a romantic evening. Pasting a smile on her face, she
saunters up to the table and greets them both breezily, allowing them to stand
up to return her 'marhaba'. Moe pulls a chair out for her and she sits down,
smiling sweetly at him, irritation clawing at her insides. He could have at
least told her that he would be bringing
someone.
Moe is wearing a
white candoura and white gutra. With his Ray Ban aviators, he looks young,
trendy and sexy, and his good looks melt away the iciness Leila felt upon seeing
his friend. For once, she is actually happy to be seen with her date. She
usually has to persuade herself that it is wallet size, not looks, that matters.
She has dated fat men, old men, balding men, ugly men, smelly men, obnoxious men
and even short men, all in the pursuit of monetary
satisfaction.
"After all, they're
all the same when the lights are down," Naila, her Russian friend had once said.
And Leila half-heartedly agreed, secretly hoping that she would find a man who
owned both a Ferrari and a small
nose.
"You look beautiful
as always, my angel," Moe declares gallantly, taking her hand in his. "Leila,
I'd like to introduce to my good friend, Humaid. Humaid, this is my…
Leila."
"Nice to meet you,"
Leila says, acknowledging Moe's inability to refer to her as his girlfriend and
looking Humaid up and down. He too is in a candoura, a dark brown one, with a
beige guttra messily wrapped around his head. His complexion is a lot darker
than Moe's, and bits of curly hair poke out from beneath the head wrap. He isn't
ugly and could be considered to be attractive had he been sitting next to
someone lesser. There is something familiar about the glint in his eyes and she
feels as if she has seen him somewhere. Nervousness buzzes in her
stomach. Please don’t let him be someone I've hit on
before.
"Actually, we've
already met," Humaid answers with a knowing smile. Leila's own smile falters as
she struggles to remember where. "At the club, remember? We danced together
before you decided to go for Moe instead".
Recognition finally dawns on Leila, but Humaid continues talking good-naturedly. "…And you don’t know how much I regret letting you go that night!" He winks at her and both he and Moe start laughing, their guffaws causing her to turn red with anger, shame and regret.
Recognition finally dawns on Leila, but Humaid continues talking good-naturedly. "…And you don’t know how much I regret letting you go that night!" He winks at her and both he and Moe start laughing, their guffaws causing her to turn red with anger, shame and regret.
"Now, now, don't
insult my girl," Moe chastises vaguely, getting up to answer a call on his
Blackberry and leaving Leila to fend for
herself.
"Humaid, as lovely
as you are, you are clearly not in the same category as my dear Hammoudi, so
there's no way you would have gotten anything that night." Leila hisses
scathingly, giving him a look so evil that it would have made a weaker man
shrivel up in fear. Humaid, however, simply laughs. She gives Moe's back the
same look and contemplates creating voodoo dolls for them both. She cannot
believe that Mohamed has completely ruined their so-called 'romantic' Friday
afternoon by inviting his buffoon of a
friend.
"If you say so,
habibti," he replies sarcastically. "As it happens, I'm actually more interested
in your friend than the favours you bestow on mine. The sexy Syrian girl with
the long blonde hair and breathtaking dance moves that was with you that night.
She hasn’t returned a single one of my calls and I'm getting
impatient."
Although Leila is
thankful that the spotlight is finally off her and the 'favour' he is referring
to, she cannot believe that once again, a man has sought her company only to
enquire after Lady
Luxe.
"Perhaps you should
take the hint then," she says, raising a perfectly drawn on eyebrow, willing Moe
to come back to her and rescue her from his evil
friend.
"If she didn’t want
me to call, she wouldn’t have given me her number. She's just playing hard to
get. Why is it that you Arab girls make things so difficult for
us?"
"Difficult how?"
Leila asks, biding time. He has a point. Why did Lady Luxe give her number to
him if she didn’t want to speak to him? No doubt it had something to do with
another one of those complicated games she liked to play. If their relationship
was as it used to be, Leila would have excused herself and then called her
friend, warning her of the situation that was brewing. But after the way she
scoffed at her relationship with Moe, Leila is convinced that Lady Luxe regrets
handing over him to her and wants a slice of Expensive Emirati Pie for herself.
This is treachery beyond Leila's limited tolerance threshold, and she decides
that an ad-hoc response to Humaid's questions is ample
payback.
"It's the games you
play!" Humaid exclaims earnestly. You want us to chase you based on the subtlest
of signals. Why can't you just be clear and tell us yes or no? Why do your 'no's
actually mean 'yes but I can't tell you for fear of looking too easy?''
"
"Well maybe it's
because you actually like playing games. If a girl reciprocated your interest,
how long would you remain interested?" Leila answers uncharacteristically
articulately, folding her arms across her chest in defiance. The nerve of the
man, accusing all Arab girls (including her, no doubt) of playing games when
clearly he reveled in the excitement of the
chase.
"Well your Syrian
friend was definitely interested," Humaid says confidently. "Have you forgotten
the way she practically snatched me away from you? And not only did she give me
her number, but she took my hat! Right off my head! How many more signs do I
need? I love Syrian girls! They're so original and...classy. They're not easy
like you
Lebanese."
Leila holds back a
snort, unsure whether to be further aggravated by his comparing her to her more
traditional neighbor, or thrilled that she has the upper-hand over him.
"Sorry to burst
your bubble habibi, but your Sophisticated Syrian is actually an Enigmatic
Emirati," she says snidely, putting both Humaid and Lady Luxe in their places in
one, swift
move. Check.
"What?" Humaid is
shocked, and the strange look on his face makes Leila regret the words that
maliciously poured out of her. She shifts around in her seat, unsure of what to
say next.
"My apologies for
that long phone call, it was actually my father." Moe reappears at the table and
sits down, squeezing Leila's hand as he does. She almost weeps in relief, hoping
that Humaid won't continue the conversation in his presence. She squeezes his
hand back.
"Ahlan," she says
goofily, the nerves in her stomach beginning to relax in his presence, his
delectable looks adding to her sense of peace. In Leila's eyes, Moe is
practically perfect. His eyes are rimmed with thick eyelashes, his nose is
nothing like the typical Emirati nose (it is straight for one thing) and his jaw
is strong, hidden by a very slight beard that adds to his
masculinity.
"I'm not being a
very good host tonight am I, habibti?" he continues, smiling warmly at her.
"I'll make it up to you, don't worry. What have you been talking
about?"
"Oh noth-" Leila
begins, leaning forward and staring into Moe's deep eyes, trying to focus on him
and forget about his annoying friend.
"Apparently Leila's
Syrian friend isn't Syrian but Emirati!" Humaid interrupts. "The nerve of the
girl! Pretending to be Syrian like that! She even spoke in the Syrian dialect.
Don’t tell me the blonde hair isn't
real?"
"Of course it is.
She dyes it that's all," Leila answers quickly, panicking and sitting up
straight. She lets go of Moe's hand, glancing at him to gage his
reaction.
He tuts, shaking
his head in
disapproval.
"Emirati girls
these days are a disgrace," he declares righteously. "She is obviously of very
poor breeding. No girl from a good family would behave like
that."
Leila looks down in
humiliation, aware of the unintentional implication. "Well anyway, she's not
interested," she says, trying to repair the damage she has caused. "She's really
not that bad. She doesn’t date guys. She just likes to have fun." There is a
short pause whilst the two khaleeji men comprehend what Leila has said, and she
relishes the silence, hoping that the conclusion will be to drop the subject
like a hot
falafel.
"Make her
interested," Humaid says quietly, a steely note in his
voice. Check. There went the
queen.
"How am I supposed
to do that?!" Leila squeaks, the colour disappearing from her
face.
"Tell her that I
know she's Emirati and I know her phone number. It won't take that long for me
to find out who her father is. Tell her to spare me the hassle. And tell her
that I don’t like girls who play
games."
Leila looks over at
Mohamed for help, but he is uninterested, pressing buttons on his BB instead of
paying attention to
her.
"Humaid, she really
isn’t that pretty in the light," she says nervously, desperately clutching at
straws. "Just forget about her and move on. A good looking guy like you can get
any girl, so what's the point of chasing after one who won't give you the time
of day?"
Humaid doesn’t
answer. Instead, he looks over at the uncomfortable Leila who is fidgeting in
her seat quizzically. He wonders if she has feelings for him, and is jealous of
his interest in her friend. He smiles to himself, his chest swelling with
pride.
"Khalas, we'll talk
about it later," he says reassuringly, grinning at her. Leila lets out a
conspicuous sigh, glad that the chess match is over but oblivious to the reason
why Humaid has temporarily stopped hounding her. Her heart resumes pumping blood
around her body. She is certain that he will forget about Lady Luxe as soon as
another reasonably attractive female pays him an iota of
attention.
"Anyway, it was
lovely seeing you again Leila. You are just as beautiful in the sunlight as you
were under strobe lights. I'll be in touch! Yalla Hammoudi, nshofak bokra.
Bye!"
Leila watches
Humaid's back as he strolls away and finally stops tapping her feet, which she
had unconsciously been doing the entire time he was there. She glances over at
Moe who is still playing on his Blackberry and frowns. He looks up and notices
the annoyance on her otherwise pretty face, which she doesn’t bother to
disguise. Feeling sticky, irritated and stressed, Leila has had enough for one
afternoon and now wants nothing more than to go just go back home and work off
her aggravation in the gym. Her romantic date – the one that she spent more
than two hours preparing from has been more
like a police investigation and she is tired of feeling like a
criminal.
"Sorry, I'll just
be a minute. I'm arranging a few important matters with my father," he says
apologetically.
"You know what? You
carry on doing that. I'm sorry for getting in the way of your important
business. I'll see you later," Leila gathers up her belongings but Mohamed
places a hand on her arm to stop her as his phone
rings.
"Yes Baba," he says
to his Blackberry, pleading at Leila with his eyes to have patience. "No, I
didn’t have a chance to talk to him about it again today but we'll schedule
something for next week, earlier perhaps. I'll let you know.
Salaam."
He hangs up and
takes Leila's tiny hands in his, almost swallowing them up completely. Still
annoyed, she looks away and takes a deep breath. If she was planning on marrying
him, she would have shown more patience but as she knew that their relationship
would die out in a few more weeks, she didn’t see the point of acting like an
angel. Sure, she didn’t mind pretending to be innocent or uninterested, but that
was it. He had to know that her time was valuable and no man, no matter how
rich, had the right to waste it unless he was planning on putting a ring on her
finger.
"Habibti don’t be
angry," Mohamed implores, stroking her face. She stiffens, hoping that he is not
ruining her makeup and he assumes her reaction is because she is still annoyed
that he is not paying her enough
attention.
"I'm not
angry."
"Yes you are, and I
deserve it. It's just a little family thing I have to contend
with."
At the mention of
the word 'family', Leila's ears prick up. Moe, like most Emiratis dating
illicitly, has been extremely secretive about his family. She still doesn’t know
his last name, where he lives or what his father does and is gagging to know
more about her mystery man other than his first name (which he shares with at
least 70% of the entire male Emirati
population).
"Like what? What is
more important than me?" she demands to know, exaggerating slightly, excited at
the prospect of knowing more about his personal
life.
"Well, my father
wants me to find a suitor for my sister," he says, gesturing for the waiter and
ordering another coffee. Leila leads forward in anticipation, like an eager
student and almost wishes she could take
notes.
"And?" she says
impatiently as soon as the waiter
leaves.
"And I'm thinking
of introducing Humaid to her. Purely in a professional setting of
course."
"What a fantastic
idea!" Leila exclaims with a broad grin on her face. If Humaid is introduced to
Mohamed's sister, perhaps then he'd stop pining after Lady Luxe and she wouldn’t
have to worry about incurring her wrath after blurting out some of her
secrets.
"Really? Do you
think so? What did you think of Humaid?" Mohamed
asks.
"I thought he was
very intelligent and charismatic," Leila lies smoothly, reaching out to brush a
strand of hair out of her face and then tingling at Moe's touch as he stops her
hand and does it for
her.
"Hmm… I don’t know
how serious he is though. He certainly likes his women, but then, we all do
don’t we? I don’t expect any man who marries my sister to be content with just
her. Marriages need mistresses to keep them
fresh."
"Oh yes, I agree,"
Leila nods dishonestly. After all, I won't be the wife who has
to worry about your affairs. In fact, I will probably be the
mistress.
"You do? That's
refreshing." Moe looks at Leila with newfound respect, a smile playing on his
lips.
"Well, marriage is
a very boring institution don't you think? No man can ever be satisfied with one
woman and accepting this fact is healthier
for all parties involved." Leila is astounded
at how quickly the lies pour out of her mouth, anxious to continue persuading
Mohamed to allow Humaid to meet his sister. And hopefully forget about her
friend and then save her back in the
process.
"I agree
wholeheartedly," Mohamed says with genuine enthusiasm. "Though I doubt my sister
agrees."
"Why? What is she
like?"
"Very… fiery," he
answers, stroking his beard thoughtfully. "She's very intelligent, slightly
arrogant and extremely rude. She needs someone who is able to control her and
keep her in line. I think Humaid would be able to do that adequately. And he is,
of course, from a good family so they may be a good match. My father seems to
think so anyway. He thinks she's becoming far too independent so we're planning
a meeting between them
soon."
"Will your sister
agree?" Leila asks
curiously.
"Oh yes, if my
father tells her to, she will have to. She will have no choice."
Leila grins happily, leans forward and gives Mohamed an unexpected quick kiss on his cheek. She is thrilled that she has managed to salvage the situation between Humaid and Lady Luxe and learn more about his family in the process. She really is more sly than Lady Luxe gives her credit for.
Leila grins happily, leans forward and gives Mohamed an unexpected quick kiss on his cheek. She is thrilled that she has managed to salvage the situation between Humaid and Lady Luxe and learn more about his family in the process. She really is more sly than Lady Luxe gives her credit for.
"But anyway, in case
things don’t work out… After all, he may not even like her…He needs something to
keep his mind busy," Moe continues, his eyebrows knitted together. "Ensure that
your friend is willing to cater to his
needs."
"What?" Leila's
grin freezes on her
face.
"Yes. This Emirati
friend of yours needs to be taught a lesson. She can't just dance with a man in
such a provocative way, give him her number and steal his hat without expecting
to give anything in return. I can't stand teases. She needs to know that there
is a price for
everything."
"There is?" Leila
squeaks, her voice almost
inaudible.
"Yes. There is.
Nothing in life comes for free, my dear Leila. Yes, the matter is solved. Humaid
will meet my sister soon, in the next couple of days anyway, and he will meet
your friend soon after. He really is a good friend of mine and if he is to be in
my family, I want him to be happy. I trust you understand how important it is
that you arrange
that?"
Mohamed looks over
at Leila, and her breath gets caught in her throat as their eyes connect. She
notices something beneath the apparent warmth that she never paid much attention
to before. Ice.
"By the way
habibti, I forgot to mention how marvelous your handbag is. Simply divine! It
wasn't easy to get hold of it without waiting on that ridiculous list
though."
Leila looks down at
her pristine white handbag and her toes curl in fear inside her new
Louboutins.
"Thanks," she
manages to whisper, a wobbly smile on her face.
Check mate.
Check mate.
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